Just when I needed you most . (:

Holidays are like ending and I'm still so desperate
what to do?
I don't know.
I really wanna hang out everything but this is just not gonna happen.
Watching dramas everyday.
The Vampire Diaries...Gossip Girl..Nikita...everyday waiting for their release o.o
Going to singapore next week.
I wanna feel alive please.
Just hope everything will be fine.


And I miss you (:

I am such an idiot.

Yea. I know everything's too late too make them right. Too late. I actually kinda regret about it. Sorry that I did such a thing to you. I realised that I'm so damn wrong. Just hope that you will forgive me one day. Sincerely. This is the thing I will remember forever. How you treat me. How you cared. Yea. you got one girl that you love now. Although she is not that into you yet, I believe you both will make a great couple in the future. I will meet mine too. Everytime when you ask me "Do you miss me?" I really want to say yes. but I can't. I will lose control of myself. Now, I'm like a fake person trying to hide all my feelings. Thanks to my BFFs that give me sunshine when I really needed it. Warm inside =) Look forward and there he will be waiting for me, right? That's the only thing I believe in now. Now, I couldn't care less about you. Goodbye, passerby.

Everything is fine, perhaps,

Aww I miss school quite a lot.
All of us laughing together.
ahha
Next year is a brand new year again.
I want to make some changes.
But I cant figure it out yet.
LOL
Am I lost?
Still dont know what to study after I graduate from chong hwa.
An aunt from Aus ask me not to study criminal phsycology.
NO FUTURE wor.
haha
pharmacist?
maybe. haha

Yea.
maybe I'm a little into him.
but I knowhe loves her so god damn much.
and i cant even stay inside his heart for a milli second.
buddies forever huh?


I love to talk with you dear.
I feel totally relieved.
Love you forever my dear HLWY <3
Skype soon x))


Miss you guys a lot <3