Tuesday, February 3, 2015

错过了你

快两年了
你还记得吗
那些无所不谈的夜里
你还记得吗
你总是想尽办法捉弄我
因为你说我生气的时候很可爱
你还记得吗
送我回家的时候
你总是会看着我走进去
你还记得吗
因为你和他有一样的梦想
所以我问你
你们做这行的都那么花心吗
你还记得吗
最后你对我太好
我害怕我会失去
就像之前的那段
所以我选择疏远你
朋友都说
你看不出来吗
他喜欢你
我总会说他不是我的菜
他太幼稚
但是
几个月后
他交女朋友了
那时说真的我真的不开心
因为我竟然是最候一个知道
因为你还是时不时找我聊天
还是常常开我的玩笑
为什么要隐瞒我
我以为
在等一下
我们就可以在一起
我们的半年
比不上那几个月吗
我以为
那副驾驶座
会一直属于我
我以为
我们会一直无所不谈
我真的以为
我们可以试试
过了好久
我们和一班朋友约见面
你 还是像以前那样
总是想尽办法笑我
我却不是那个我了
我变得很避忌
就算之后你找我聊天
我总是会提起你的女朋友
提醒自己
你已经属于别人了

久而久之
我们没在联络
在群组里偶尔会聊天
也许这对我们都好

祝你和她幸福

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

University life.



I am currently studying Biomedical Science at International Medical University (IMU).

3 semesters done.

This also means that I had already gone half way through my course.

It has been a really hectic life.

Lab reports, air topics, presentations and assignments all the way.

Who said university life will be really relaxing?

At least not for me. haha.

Been struggling a lot for the merit award as well.

Need to achieve CGPA 3.5 and above to get the 30% waiver.

Lucky to have got it for 2 semesters.

But now I'm already at the border of the requirement.

STRESS ):

Exams already over so I cannot change anything already though.

Confirmed that I had passed my semester 3 but still have no guts to go take my results.

Guess I'll just work hard for 3.7 so that I can get scholarship for my PTPTN loan.

Going to Penang with my lovely unimates next Thursday.

Will enjoy and work even harder for the coming semesters <3 p="">







...But were those just words pulled from thin air...

Sunday, January 19, 2014


如果可以的話 多想 從來沒認識過你

反正我 絕不說 我多難過

有你的我 沒有你的我 往後 日子 都得過

你內疚 你難受 別告訴我
免得我 又搞錯 當作承諾

我不堅強 分手後不要做朋友
我不善良 不想看你牽她的手
你曾經牢牢地 在我生命裡附著
我要如何去假裝 我沒有愛過

終於不必為你掛心 終於多點愛給自己
好過不好過 都已跟你沒關係

我太愛了 分手後做不了朋友
淚流乾了 還洗不掉那些溫柔
不要蹉跎 不要聯絡
就讓我安安靜靜走完以後

我忘不了 我們曾不只是朋友
從今以後 思念再走不到盡頭

我要如何去假裝 你沒有愛過

想你了
想知道你过得好不好
想知道你考试考得怎样
想知道你今天吃了些什么
想知道今天你经历了什么有趣的事
想着你喝醉时说很想我
想着你花了好几个小时安慰我
想着我们以前是怎么认识的
想着你送我的巧克力
想念你说的笑话
想念你说叫我等你回来

再也没有权利过问你的一切

再也没有理由找你聊天
再也不能重来
再见

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

想念

以前
总是觉得电视剧里那种喜欢某人好几年的事情很不合逻辑
怎么可能喜欢一个人那么久
但是
最近有点改观了
或许之后
不再像刚开始那么疯狂的喜欢
而是变成了
时不时的想念
生活中一些很小很小的细节 也可以让你联想到那个人

这样的爱情  也很美


喜欢2年,1年半,1年
都不重要
重要的是那个人在心目中的地位
那种任谁也代替不了的感觉
好像不管遇到怎样的男生
都没有一个是看得上眼的








这样的夜
     
        我想你了

Monday, September 23, 2013

Upside down.


So this was the movie I recently watched. I knew it's a little bit outdated but it was featuring an actor I really like -  Jim Sturgess <3 nbsp="" p="">
This movie was about a guy and a lady, living in two different worlds, and was not able to meet each other every day. You can just watch the movie yourself. Just I'm kinda touched by the story line, as they tried a lot of ways just to meet each other. A very great movie though. Worth a watch ^^

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Lost.

Okay, just to mention that the title has nothing to do with this post. So, today office's phone broke down and all the others ( except Nicole and I) went home. The two of us shared the fax machine to make phone calls. After that Claudia came back and 3 of us had Texas Chicken together. Oh gosh that's so good :D

Everyday I call different types of people from all over Malaysia. It was kinda interesting as you tend to talk to many different kinds of people. Some are like lonely uncles that keep on starting irrelevant topics with you. Some are aunties that keep complaining this and that which have nothing to do with me. Some very impatient while some talks too slow. Okay whatever. I learnt ways to communicate to every kind of them and I was kinda satisfied haha. Don't know why.

Tomorrow will be the last day for Claudia, Nicole, Cindy and Hayley. Claudia has completed her internship and will fly back to Hong Kong this Saturday. I'm gonna miss her so much. For the others, they're going to continue their studies. And after that only 4 temp staffs left. And I'm the only girl left. LOL. 1 more month left in HKTDC and I'm gonna miss here for sure.

I miss my girls.
And this two funny and forever-made-me-speechless besties.

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Playback.

It's been a year since my last post. And pretty much actually happened. I graduated High School and is now working in HKTDC. First of all, life is really different compared to life in high school. Learning how to live all alone I guess. LOL. Those besties who you could see them everyday, now you can only meet up in a few weeks time, or even a few months. Gosh I missed them now. And without any reason I opened my heart and let someone came in. I think it was a mistake again, same like the previous one. I just couldn't control myself. I mean who can control themselves from having a crush on someone? Fine. The days with him was indeed happy and memorable. More than enough for me. I miss LMH like randomly lol. He was the teacher I missed most, especially all his lame jokes lol. Hope that I can meet a lecturer as funny as him? Okay so I'll be starting my first year in October. Kinda excited actually. Brand new life, meeting new people. Will study really hard to achieve my dreams. Scotland, wait for me babe!<3 p="">

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Hello, I'm back for you.

Hello.
我回来了?!
应该是十八岁了,老了
才会突然间想blog
该说什么好呢?

今年高三了
中学最后一年了
成绩?
很差啊
是因为在第一班的关系吗?
或许是吧
没有时间松懈下来
要一直奋斗
有时我想,读文科会不会好一些?
哎呀
最后一年了
没有什么机会拚了啦
所以趁假期要好好恶补一下

有哪一位好心人士愿意伸出援手
帮帮我这个快要掉入悬崖的人类?
记得告诉我啊

 Everyone has got a big smile on their faces.
I really love you guys a lot, a lot.
That day was the best day I'd ever been through in my entire life.
Awesome night for me.
Everyone of you, made my day, (:
It was fantastic to have you guys to celebrate with me ;)
You guys were cute laaaaa don't know how to describe :D

P/S: By the way my dad asked me why was there so many guys compared to the girls. Can someone tell me the answer to this question? I really don't know why, LOL


For you, the one I think of every single day.
YOU WIN.
It turned out that I was the one left to actually care about what happened between us.
Last December, you told me you liked me.
I don't know what is this now?
It was like I was the one that liked you from the beginning and you never told me you liked me.
LOL
I was still waiting for you.
Please at least tell me you don't like me anymore, that will be very much appreciated.

当了快半年的主席了
我承认我没有很尽责
发生了一些不愉快的事
但是,谢谢那些很爱我的执委和会员
我也是很爱你们的 :D


是时候减肥了啦!
加油啊统考



Please don't be in love with someone else.



Saturday, October 15, 2011

One day perhaps,

I can't stop myself. I keep on stalking on your photos and updates. That's all I can do now. Sometimes you called. I was holding myself not to be excited. Act like you're just a very normal friend of mine. You texted me. I replied just like usual. Yet deep inside I knew that you're special, the one that cheers me up with just a big smile on your face. That simple.

You said you'll be my boyfriend someday. Yea, someday. I sincerely believed that. For you, it's just some crap right? Maybe I overreacted or what. I thought you felt it too? When I'm unhappy, you text me few times a day to check if I'm okay. You wanna buy something for me to cheer me up. Came to my class and said that you're worried about me. Don't do these if you don't like me, please. I don't wanna misunderstood anything. Please tell me you don't love me, so that I can just turn my back and leave (:

Thursday, September 1, 2011

要好好读书了

我承认我没有尽力
我承认我没有努力
为什么假期只有一个星期?
那里够?
那里够?
那里够???

最近真的发生蛮多事
有好事
也有不好的事
结论:我长大了
haha

不管怎样,谢谢那些一直支持我的你们
我爱你们! <3