Just not now.

Probably another 5 years.
When we're more mature.
If we still like each other,
We might just be together.
Now, I just wanna enjoy secondary school life.
That's all.
Let's just pretend this is nothing.
Yet I take you as the most special boy friend in my heart.
What do I mean to you?
Tell me,
I can't wait to know (:

Love you being who you are

Sometimes I'm like why am I so into you?
you're not the popular guy everyone fancies
but I just did.
You care. but you didn't really show it.
Do you know how much it meant to me when you called?
My whole day is lightened up.
Yea, I'm talking about you. you. you.
I'm still here waiting.
Promise not to let me wait too long, k?

悸动

我看到他了
那个我小学喜欢过的人
我感觉到了当时喜欢他的感觉
那感觉好特别
他看到我了
但是为什么是那个表情？
谢谢你，我曾经喜欢过的你
你让我的小学生涯留下了完美的句点

最近的我好感性

看了九把刀的书
眼泪竟然悄悄落下
不知道为什么

想到我和他以前在一起多么快乐
我们的回忆
那段快乐的时光
想起来好心酸

一点点事情就可以让我好感动
bulletin终于可以出版了
超感动

很失败啊我
为什么会这样？
以前那个坚强的我去了哪里？
我还找得回她吗？

我要找到我这一辈子最爱的人
一起共度一生

幸福很难
但是只要我们够努力
沿途摇啊晃啊都是美景
<2

好久都没有打那么正式的了

SPM 弄得我好紧张 我跟我朋友说我要拿10个A+ 他们用无法置信的眼神看着我 那10个A总可以吧？
我不知道 到现在我还是相信 只要努力 没有什么事办不到的 但是现在 我好像对自己的要求越来越低了 及格就好 我是什么时候变成这样的？ 我知道我必须变强 考取好的成绩 让父母以后有好日子过 我答应我爸要买BMW给他 我还做得到吗？ 这一次的成绩还有很大的进步空间 我知道自己还没有尽全力 是时候放下感情的事了 现在 不管去我喜欢着谁 我也不会承认 这是真的太累了 现在我只要注重成绩 我的学业 其他的一切都不再重要 爸妈 有一天我会让你们以我这个女儿为荣 <3

LOVE

Life full with love.
So sweet of you.
Love you just the way you are.
I want you to be my boyfriend.
Your smile is brighter than the sunshine.
I know you like me.
You don't dare to confess.
I don't dare to ask.
Whatever.
I miss you, everyday.
You said you felt the same.
Prove it.
What I actually mean to you?
Say it.
Why are you still stalking me, secretly?
I missed you, so much.
It's been 2 years and you're still there, deep inside.







WHAT A MESS ):

Him, Him, Him,

Him.
The one I had a crush for a year.
Just like a drug, he's always there.
Sometimes I can still feel him although he left for more than a year.
The feelings still there.

Him.
The one that I liked, I guess.
I knew I hurt him, quite a lot.
I guess I made the wrong decision, to let you fall in love with me.
My fault.

Him.
A guy I had known for almost five years.
He's really a great guy.
He texted me, quite often.
But I knew deep in his heart, she's still there.
):




Life's getting more and more complicated.


I just want a guy to get married with me and have babies.





How simple is that?