One day perhaps,

I can't stop myself. I keep on stalking on your photos and updates. That's all I can do now. Sometimes you called. I was holding myself not to be excited. Act like you're just a very normal friend of mine. You texted me. I replied just like usual. Yet deep inside I knew that you're special, the one that cheers me up with just a big smile on your face. That simple.

You said you'll be my boyfriend someday. Yea, someday. I sincerely believed that. For you, it's just some crap right? Maybe I overreacted or what. I thought you felt it too? When I'm unhappy, you text me few times a day to check if I'm okay. You wanna buy something for me to cheer me up. Came to my class and said that you're worried about me. Don't do these if you don't like me, please. I don't wanna misunderstood anything. Please tell me you don't love me, so that I can just turn my back and leave (:

要好好读书了

我承认我没有尽力
我承认我没有努力
为什么假期只有一个星期？
那里够？
那里够？
那里够？？？

最近真的发生蛮多事
有好事
也有不好的事
结论：我长大了
haha

不管怎样，谢谢那些一直支持我的你们
我爱你们！ <3

我一直一直都在 (=

他好像又喜欢上别人了
他喜欢的
总是最优秀 最漂亮的
他永远都看不到我
他只会在得空的时候找我
一封简讯 或 一通电话
我不知道我在想什么
我也很犯贱
总是喜欢上不会喜欢上我的人
这不懂是第几次了呢

当你告诉我你多喜欢她时
我终于知道自己有多喜欢你了
因为那心痛的感觉 好强烈


我不会再让你主宰我的感觉
(:

Just not now.

Probably another 5 years.
When we're more mature.
If we still like each other,
We might just be together.
Now, I just wanna enjoy secondary school life.
That's all.
Let's just pretend this is nothing.
Yet I take you as the most special boy friend in my heart.
What do I mean to you?
Tell me,
I can't wait to know (:

Love you being who you are

Sometimes I'm like why am I so into you?
you're not the popular guy everyone fancies
but I just did.
You care. but you didn't really show it.
Do you know how much it meant to me when you called?
My whole day is lightened up.
Yea, I'm talking about you. you. you.
I'm still here waiting.
Promise not to let me wait too long, k?

悸动

我看到他了
那个我小学喜欢过的人
我感觉到了当时喜欢他的感觉
那感觉好特别
他看到我了
但是为什么是那个表情？
谢谢你，我曾经喜欢过的你
你让我的小学生涯留下了完美的句点

最近的我好感性

看了九把刀的书
眼泪竟然悄悄落下
不知道为什么

想到我和他以前在一起多么快乐
我们的回忆
那段快乐的时光
想起来好心酸

一点点事情就可以让我好感动
bulletin终于可以出版了
超感动

很失败啊我
为什么会这样？
以前那个坚强的我去了哪里？
我还找得回她吗？

我要找到我这一辈子最爱的人
一起共度一生

幸福很难
但是只要我们够努力
沿途摇啊晃啊都是美景
<2

好久都没有打那么正式的了

SPM 弄得我好紧张 我跟我朋友说我要拿10个A+ 他们用无法置信的眼神看着我 那10个A总可以吧？
我不知道 到现在我还是相信 只要努力 没有什么事办不到的 但是现在 我好像对自己的要求越来越低了 及格就好 我是什么时候变成这样的？ 我知道我必须变强 考取好的成绩 让父母以后有好日子过 我答应我爸要买BMW给他 我还做得到吗？ 这一次的成绩还有很大的进步空间 我知道自己还没有尽全力 是时候放下感情的事了 现在 不管去我喜欢着谁 我也不会承认 这是真的太累了 现在我只要注重成绩 我的学业 其他的一切都不再重要 爸妈 有一天我会让你们以我这个女儿为荣 <3

LOVE

Life full with love.
So sweet of you.
Love you just the way you are.
I want you to be my boyfriend.
Your smile is brighter than the sunshine.
I know you like me.
You don't dare to confess.
I don't dare to ask.
Whatever.
I miss you, everyday.
You said you felt the same.
Prove it.
What I actually mean to you?
Say it.
Why are you still stalking me, secretly?
I missed you, so much.
It's been 2 years and you're still there, deep inside.







WHAT A MESS ):

Him, Him, Him,

Him.
The one I had a crush for a year.
Just like a drug, he's always there.
Sometimes I can still feel him although he left for more than a year.
The feelings still there.

Him.
The one that I liked, I guess.
I knew I hurt him, quite a lot.
I guess I made the wrong decision, to let you fall in love with me.
My fault.

Him.
A guy I had known for almost five years.
He's really a great guy.
He texted me, quite often.
But I knew deep in his heart, she's still there.
):




Life's getting more and more complicated.


I just want a guy to get married with me and have babies.





How simple is that?

周杰伦

第一次长大后去看演唱会
很兴奋
周杰伦果然没有让我有一丝的失望
很趋进于完美的表演 xD
我喜欢他的表演
听现场真的比较有感觉
大合唱也很爽
每一首歌都唱破了喉咙
现在没有声音了 xD
3D效果也很棒！
是我没有看过的东西
有才华的他
不管到哪里都很受欢迎
他说4，5月回来大马取景 拍电影
叫我们去探班
我一定会拉人陪我去的！哈哈
从今以后
每一次周杰伦的大马演唱会我都要看！
周杰伦，你最屌！！！！！

新年快乐！

今年过得好有气氛
很有团圆的感觉
好开心

不懂为什么
好想开学
和朋友们一起玩，一起sot xD

我很想告诉他我心里在想什么
好像知道他到底在想什么
告诉我好不好？
不要让我这么烦
很想你啊！！





万事如意啊大家 xD

I have lots to say but nothing to type :/

Depressed.
Lost.
Finding my way out.


Busier than ever.


Hope you're here (:










Guess you're now sleeping in your cozy bed in Perth <3

Love at first sight?!!!

可以不要吗？
又是一个大我一岁的人
又是刚刚认识
我很 pek cek 咯
很无言
谁可以救下我叻？
还是我已经无药可救了？
argh!!!






陈先生，你好耶 TT