谢谢 祝好

首先
要说声对不起
我想我吓到你了
我承认我自私
因为我不想再因为你
放弃别的选择

所以我选择对你坦白
虽然早就预料到你的反应
可是我还是说了
现在我的心情很复杂
一边很轻松
因为不用再因为你
而拒绝别人的好
一边有点失落
因为我即将失去一个很好的朋友

不管怎样
你要记得
你真的很好很好
要对自己有信心
一切都会好的
加油

谢谢你出现在我生命里
让我成长
让我从另一个角度看事情
让我学习包容别人的差异
让我用柔软的眼光看世界

谢谢你
我自由了

错过了你

快两年了

你还记得吗

那些无所不谈的夜里

你还记得吗

你总是想尽办法捉弄我

因为你说我生气的时候很可爱

你还记得吗

送我回家的时候

你总是会看着我走进去

你还记得吗

因为你和他有一样的梦想

所以我问你

你们做这行的都那么花心吗

你还记得吗

最后你对我太好

我害怕我会失去

就像之前的那段

所以我选择疏远你

朋友都说

你看不出来吗

他喜欢你

我总会说他不是我的菜

他太幼稚

但是

几个月后

他交女朋友了

那时说真的我真的不开心

因为我竟然是最候一个知道

因为你还是时不时找我聊天

还是常常开我的玩笑

为什么要隐瞒我

我以为

在等一下

我们就可以在一起

我们的半年

比不上那几个月吗

我以为

那副驾驶座

会一直属于我

我以为

我们会一直无所不谈

我真的以为

我们可以试试

过了好久

我们和一班朋友约见面

你 还是像以前那样

总是想尽办法笑我

我却不是那个我了

我变得很避忌

就算之后你找我聊天

我总是会提起你的女朋友

提醒自己

你已经属于别人了

久而久之

我们没在联络

在群组里偶尔会聊天

也许这对我们都好

祝你和她幸福

University life.

I am currently studying Biomedical Science at International Medical University (IMU).

3 semesters done.

This also means that I had already gone half way through my course.

It has been a really hectic life.

Lab reports, air topics, presentations and assignments all the way.

Who said university life will be really relaxing?

At least not for me. haha.

Been struggling a lot for the merit award as well.

Need to achieve CGPA 3.5 and above to get the 30% waiver.

Lucky to have got it for 2 semesters.

But now I'm already at the border of the requirement.

STRESS ):

Exams already over so I cannot change anything already though.

Confirmed that I had passed my semester 3 but still have no guts to go take my results.

Guess I'll just work hard for 3.7 so that I can get scholarship for my PTPTN loan.

Going to Penang with my lovely unimates next Thursday.

Will enjoy and work even harder for the coming semesters <3 p="">







...But were those just words pulled from thin air...

如果可以的話　多想　從來沒認識過你

反正我　絕不說　我多難過

有你的我　沒有你的我　往後　日子　都得過

你內疚　你難受　別告訴我
免得我　又搞錯　當作承諾

我不堅強　分手後不要做朋友
我不善良　不想看你牽她的手

你曾經牢牢地　在我生命裡附著
我要如何去假裝　我沒有愛過

終於不必為你掛心　終於多點愛給自己

好過不好過　都已跟你沒關係

我太愛了　分手後做不了朋友
淚流乾了　還洗不掉那些溫柔
不要蹉跎　不要聯絡
就讓我安安靜靜走完以後

我忘不了　我們曾不只是朋友
從今以後　思念再走不到盡頭

我要如何去假裝　你沒有愛過

想你了
想知道你过得好不好
想知道你考试考得怎样
想知道你今天吃了些什么
想知道今天你经历了什么有趣的事
想着你喝醉时说很想我
想着你花了好几个小时安慰我
想着我们以前是怎么认识的
想着你送我的巧克力
想念你说的笑话
想念你说叫我等你回来

再也没有权利过问你的一切
再也没有理由找你聊天
再也不能重来
再见

想念

以前
总是觉得电视剧里那种喜欢某人好几年的事情很不合逻辑
怎么可能喜欢一个人那么久
但是
最近有点改观了
或许之后
不再像刚开始那么疯狂的喜欢
而是变成了
时不时的想念
生活中一些很小很小的细节 也可以让你联想到那个人

这样的爱情  也很美


喜欢2年，1年半，1年
都不重要
重要的是那个人在心目中的地位
那种任谁也代替不了的感觉
好像不管遇到怎样的男生
都没有一个是看得上眼的








这样的夜
     
        我想你了

Upside down.

So this was the movie I recently watched. I knew it's a little bit outdated but it was featuring an actor I really like -  Jim Sturgess <3 nbsp="" p="">
This movie was about a guy and a lady, living in two different worlds, and was not able to meet each other every day. You can just watch the movie yourself. Just I'm kinda touched by the story line, as they tried a lot of ways just to meet each other. A very great movie though. Worth a watch ^^

Lost.

Okay, just to mention that the title has nothing to do with this post. So, today office's phone broke down and all the others ( except Nicole and I) went home. The two of us shared the fax machine to make phone calls. After that Claudia came back and 3 of us had Texas Chicken together. Oh gosh that's so good :D

Everyday I call different types of people from all over Malaysia. It was kinda interesting as you tend to talk to many different kinds of people. Some are like lonely uncles that keep on starting irrelevant topics with you. Some are aunties that keep complaining this and that which have nothing to do with me. Some very impatient while some talks too slow. Okay whatever. I learnt ways to communicate to every kind of them and I was kinda satisfied haha. Don't know why.

Tomorrow will be the last day for Claudia, Nicole, Cindy and Hayley. Claudia has completed her internship and will fly back to Hong Kong this Saturday. I'm gonna miss her so much. For the others, they're going to continue their studies. And after that only 4 temp staffs left. And I'm the only girl left. LOL. 1 more month left in HKTDC and I'm gonna miss here for sure.

I miss my girls.

And this two funny and forever-made-me-speechless besties.

Playback.

It's been a year since my last post. And pretty much actually happened. I graduated High School and is now working in HKTDC. First of all, life is really different compared to life in high school. Learning how to live all alone I guess. LOL. Those besties who you could see them everyday, now you can only meet up in a few weeks time, or even a few months. Gosh I missed them now. And without any reason I opened my heart and let someone came in. I think it was a mistake again, same like the previous one. I just couldn't control myself. I mean who can control themselves from having a crush on someone? Fine. The days with him was indeed happy and memorable. More than enough for me. I miss LMH like randomly lol. He was the teacher I missed most, especially all his lame jokes lol. Hope that I can meet a lecturer as funny as him? Okay so I'll be starting my first year in October. Kinda excited actually. Brand new life, meeting new people. Will study really hard to achieve my dreams. Scotland, wait for me babe!<3 p="">

Hello, I'm back for you.

Hello.
我回来了？！
应该是十八岁了，老了
才会突然间想blog
该说什么好呢？

今年高三了
中学最后一年了
成绩？
很差啊
是因为在第一班的关系吗？
或许是吧
没有时间松懈下来
要一直奋斗
有时我想，读文科会不会好一些？
哎呀
最后一年了
没有什么机会拚了啦
所以趁假期要好好恶补一下

有哪一位好心人士愿意伸出援手
帮帮我这个快要掉入悬崖的人类？
记得告诉我啊

 Everyone has got a big smile on their faces.
I really love you guys a lot, a lot.
That day was the best day I'd ever been through in my entire life.
Awesome night for me.
Everyone of you, made my day, (:
It was fantastic to have you guys to celebrate with me ;)
You guys were cute laaaaa don't know how to describe :D

P/S: By the way my dad asked me why was there so many guys compared to the girls. Can someone tell me the answer to this question? I really don't know why, LOL


For you, the one I think of every single day.
YOU WIN.
It turned out that I was the one left to actually care about what happened between us.
Last December, you told me you liked me.
I don't know what is this now?
It was like I was the one that liked you from the beginning and you never told me you liked me.
LOL
I was still waiting for you.
Please at least tell me you don't like me anymore, that will be very much appreciated.

当了快半年的主席了
我承认我没有很尽责
发生了一些不愉快的事
但是，谢谢那些很爱我的执委和会员
我也是很爱你们的 ：D


是时候减肥了啦！
加油啊统考



Please don't be in love with someone else.

One day perhaps,

I can't stop myself. I keep on stalking on your photos and updates. That's all I can do now. Sometimes you called. I was holding myself not to be excited. Act like you're just a very normal friend of mine. You texted me. I replied just like usual. Yet deep inside I knew that you're special, the one that cheers me up with just a big smile on your face. That simple.

You said you'll be my boyfriend someday. Yea, someday. I sincerely believed that. For you, it's just some crap right? Maybe I overreacted or what. I thought you felt it too? When I'm unhappy, you text me few times a day to check if I'm okay. You wanna buy something for me to cheer me up. Came to my class and said that you're worried about me. Don't do these if you don't like me, please. I don't wanna misunderstood anything. Please tell me you don't love me, so that I can just turn my back and leave (: